Tuesday, August 15, 1989

Flying Cows and Other Atrocities

A flying cow I saw the other day,
I turned to look and he flew away.
I rushed into town to tell Mrs. Cory,
She only scoffed at such a story.
I went to the schoolyard to convince the kids,
They told the teacher, “This kid’s flipped his lid.”
I sulked on the street on the way to my house,
When there appeared this time a flying mouse.
And trailing behind him, before my own brow,
Was the previously sighted flying cow.
Into my yard I strolled, quite amazed,
Surely I appeared more than just dazed.
There mother sat upon her throne,
My look must have said “Leave me alone.”
She asked where I’d been? How was my day?
I could hardly manage to turn my head away.
She asked did I by chance spot a flying cow.
I looked at her astonished, she knew, but how?
As a child, she said, she saw it too.
I no longer thought of myself as cuckoo.
I don’t know that the truth is what we shared,
But I remember knowing for sure that mother really cared.

Tuesday, August 1, 1989

Borderlines

Battered lives
Overthrown by the reality that no one dared to love them.
Empty and reclusive,
Living lives of inescapable pain.
Never finding the warm, embracing comfort of another soul,
Except in one like theirs.

Thursday, June 15, 1989

Isolation

In my cave, alone,
And solitude no longer covers or heals these wounds.
They remain open, bleeding profusely.
But no one can see the loneliness I feel,
And no one can penetrate my defensive posture.
For I have learned well the lesson of being kicked when you’re down.
I remain enclosed in my cocoon of anger,
Keeping all possible help at bay.
No one can do any more than they have for or to me.

Monday, May 15, 1989

Worlds Apart

Worlds apart these planets lay,
Alike and different in many ways.
One aches for peace, too many fights,
The other knows nothing but love each night.
We people pray to Gods above,
They only one, a God named Love.
People experience many emotions,
One honors only tranquil devotion.
Our language is common to them, you see,
But their feelings are always allowed to roam free.
No hush placed on feelings of anger and hate,
These words don’t exist as part of their fate.
We have leaders who want a perfect race,
These people appreciate any passing face.
Our lands need water through irrigation,
Their waters flow freely, in full cooperation.
Many of us put our lives on a shelf,
They live their lives for life itself.
There are times we can take,
Times we can leave,
Sometimes we even need time to grieve.
But there are other worlds,
Beyond skies up above,
Where people understand the true meaning of love.

Thursday, December 15, 1988

Eulogy

I thought of you today.

Memories and
Images
Swelling in my mind.
Sadness prevails.

Dark edges
And cloudy visions
Draining me for their emptiness.
Dwelling on my mistakes,
You are gone.

Monday, November 14, 1988

Absence of Dawn

Dawn doesn’t come,
And morning no longer breaks.
I sit in my solitude
Where my loneliness prevails.
There is no light for the day.
The day has ceased to exist.
Life is just one eternal darkness
That I cannot escape.
And I cannot hide from it.
For it haunts even my silence.
And silence is no longer safe.

Tuesday, April 1, 1986

Mother

Missing your care,
Often finding you unable
To take care of yourself.
Helpless in taking care of me.
Endless nights I waited for your
Return which never came.